I went and gave blood for Harper today. We also went and found the pediatric unit where we will be going. We did lots of walking (construction everywhere). For some reason this has been a really hard day for me. Just being in the hospital and seeing everything was very difficult. I was told a blog was to share our feelings so here goes. My trust has been and always will be in our creator Jesus Christ but today He felt so far away. That peace that has carried me so far was hard to find today. I'm just human and so imperfect. I can't even come close to imagining what God went through watching His Son suffer for me. But no matter what we face I will put my trust in him. This is just our 3'rd night and I'm ready to come home. We miss our family, our church and our school. We love you all and covet your prayers.
Mark
Remember that Christ also knew doubt, and what it felt like to be "far" from God. Cry out to Him even when He feels absent. He is never closer than when we come to Him as broken children calling for our "Daddy" (abba father). Pryaing for you all in this time.
ReplyDeleteWithout faith nothing is possible; with it, nothing is impossible. When you see only one set of FOOTPRINTS in the sand it was then that HE carried you. Our prayers are with you daily.
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